Christian life

It is hard to live a Christian life, but in the end it all worth it. As I am writing right now this post we are still living with my parents-in-law, which for some people it seems nice, but for us it is difficult. I love them very much but to live with just my family is the best way. A few months ago we did apply for Habitat home which we got a denied just because we do not make enough, basically, we are too poor to have a home on our own, might that that Rob is working so hard on two jobs.

I have not been writing here for a while because I have been busy with school and being pregnantwith our tenth child in October 20th.

I am still thankful for everything that God does for us, even for this season of life that I am going through. God is there with me all the way through, sometimes I am realy ready to give up and just be done. I know it is wrong and praying for His holy strength that only comes from Him.

In the past I did not understand this saying: "You either in the fire before it or just pass it through and ready to go to another one". To me it simse like a long road of fire that I cannot see a light throught. I need even more God's help, that is why I am going throught it.

Jeremiah 29:11-13 helps me keep going further in the hard life. I need to focus more on the little blessings that God already gave me and is still giving to me and not waitng for a huge one.

Thank you Lord for being there through difficult times of my life, I am tired but you are strong to keep to cary me on.

~leza Edit note: we are here at our own home that we are remodeling!! sooo thankful to our God for provision.